it has been a peaceful 9 weeks, thats about the longest period i have gone without blogging. perhaps my life has turned dullish. perhaps there's just nothing interesting to blog about, but come to think of it again, i purely beg to differ.

i couldve blogged about urbanscape, about movies ive watched, about ze less-sober parties etcetera. god knows why i refuse to acknowledge the fact that i am having fun. maybe its the workload. maybe i am drained from being attentive to one person without receiving anything back. that would explain the fever.

i was indeed having fun. past tense. it's just to early to blog about something present because i was in isolation for 3days. i blame the fever. twice now.

okay let the 'blogging-drum' rolls.

today, i woke up feeling better. at 1130am, with head full of god-knows-what, i woke up smiling. ahh. what a wonderful smile it was.

the temperature has gone down a few celcius, my thoughts cleared up, surprisingly before my throat.

i must be wonderwoman to get over something so quickly. or maybe blackcanary. perhaps ey.
there i am sitting. sipping my coffee coyly with a book (or maybe water since i am still feverish). waiting.. waiting in my loose cotton dress (tight leathers just dont work in this climate).. just sitting there waiting in my superhero cotton outfit, for a call from the datukbandar asking for my SUPERHERO help.

hoyeah. aint life grand.

buaya is a friend. she has highly developed skills (in beta).

one day she came to me and said;

buaya: something happened. *accompanying laughters by 3 other friends as if they already knew what she was going to say*
sheisvomit: what?
buaya: sigh *and ask another friend to tell the story instead*

she farted in the exam hall. twice.

i tried looking at her giving her the sympathetic, 'i understand' look but i just dont. thus, there i was, laughing my head off.

u see, this is one of the many buaya moments.
(one incl. accidental fist-sized lovebites that magically appeared)
perhaps to be a highly developed buaya (beta version), much self-humiliating rituals must be carried out.

let us laugh. we love u, toh puan seri buaya mayang putih.

another kote-ism installation:
one morning, he came to me.
he called to me.
he asked for milk.
and so i gave the milkman, milk.
he asked for more.
he is now drunk.
there he lies, in the early morn,
lying there in front of me.
goodbye world, he slurs.



gorgeous milkman. (a tribute to indahchill)

blow me kisses before we part.
blow me kisses under the moonlight.
..
screw that.
BLOW ME!

:) and before i part,



jejakaidamanmissbow
every men wants to be him.
every women wants him.
ahh. life is indeed unfair (to some).

i have taken enough crap.
i have swallowed nonsense.
sensitivity when i need u most is what i am asking.

for fucks sake. i do NOT need this.

...

he makes my heart beat 3 times faster, four times slower.
hah! romantika agogo.
this is a perfect example of kote-ism.

i will miss you terribly.
i appreciate every single thing you did for me.
i love u.

goodnight.

blackbird came to visit me last weekend..
he told me stories..
stories that made it harder for me to sleep..
i asked him to stop..
but perhaps i did not speak loud enough..
he visited me everyday for the past week..
everyday with new stories to tell..
i asked for a break. a vacation.
he refused..
the stories became harder to stomach..
and here i am, staring at the view outside..
sitting here and just let my thoughts run wild..
perhaps it is time to say goodbye...

my jumaat morning is spent with abu.

would things be different if i didn't ignore him?

would things be different if i just swallowed the harsh words from his mouth?

would things be different if i chose to not see him?


you're a liar
i'm not a liar
........
you're one sick fuck.


and there i was sitting on the solemn stairs holding my cheeks.
these tears aren't for you.
it's for my embarassment.
it's for the humiliation you've caused me.

i'm not your girlfriend.
i'm not even an ex.
i'm a friend.
and friends don't forgive easily.
it's about time that you get that through your thick skull.

This linky love trail rules:-
When you got tagged, you have to add your name to people who had done the tag and and let the list grow!

Those Who Dunnit
Limadang.com
RamblingMoo.com
blogginginmypyjamas
StylewithPassion
Chinneeq
Dora-zooropazoo
Babyshern
Farah (me)
Bani gundu
Frankensteina
Diyanazman
Najmy
hana ni mo nai
LindoshSlebet
cepoter
hUmmY
dayana
ELLE LIZA
~Scarlet Kiss
Sawwaa!
fanna.

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First Name - Farhana
Nickname - sheisvomit
Name you wish you had - supersaya.
What do people normally mistake your name as - wonderwoman
Birthday - october 15
Birthplace - JOHORRRR
Time of Birth -7.29pm
Single or taken - single
Zodiac sign - libra

-Your Appearance-

How tall are you - 5'7
Wish you were taller - 5'9 should do it
Eye color - Dark brown.
Eye color you want - dark brown
Natural Hair color - black
Current Hair color - all over streaks of brown, maroon and blonde?
Short or long hair - short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - def.
Curly,Straight,Wavy - lurus bendul
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - (?)
Glasses or contacts - i wear a patch. baru sexay!
Do you wear make-up -
Ever had hair extensions - almost.
Paint your nails - yep yep

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes - purple
What color hair - naturally cyan with a hint of maroon
Shy or Outgoing - a bit of both. too outgoing = miang. too shy = overprotective.
Looks or personality - hairy butt cleavage
Sexy or Cute - charmingly fugly
Serious or Fun - amusing
Older or Younger than you - age is just a number *muka gatal*
A turn on - hairy moles.
A turn off - perfection

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolate - chocolate lah. bunga tak blh makan.
Pepsi or Coke - Coke.
Rap or Rock - panic at the DISCO! *tutup muka malu*
Relationship or One night stand - neither.
School or Work - neither. saya nak kaya goyang kaki.
Love or Money - *im torn*
Movies or Music - movies
Country or City -  i go both ways. *wink wink*
Sunny or Rainy days - rainy
Friends or Family - im a libran. both equal in my book.

-Have you ever-

Lied - tried.
Stole something - yes
Smoked - yes
Hurt someone close to you - yes
Broke someone's heart - yes
Had you heart broken - yes. superbabi!
Wondered what was wrong with you - nope *sengeh sampai telinga*
Wish you were a prince/princess - i prefer superhero
Liked someone who was taken - no
Shaved your head - no
Been in love - maybe
Used chopsticks - yes.
Sang in the mirror to yourself - supersaya!

-Favorites-

Flower - none
Candy - all sorts even chekai ones
Song - im eclectic lah
Scent - envyme2?
Color - green
Movie - too many to list.
Singer - *seperti di atas*
Word - SUPERsaya! or sayacintasaya!
Junk food - ....
Website - this is a working link, i promise (check it out)
Lotion - vaseline total moisture.
Animal - white tiger.cats.hanjing.

Ever cried over someone - eh. too personal.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - i have millions of wrinkles on my face. and this uber sensitive skin.
Do you think you're attractive - YES YES YES! hah! take that!
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - the character in my short fiction.
Do you play any sports - um.

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The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1. i work.
2. i sell clothes.
3. for both gender.
4. it's called missbow & thebow.
5. it's affordable and chic.
6. check it out.
7. p/s: answers to the above are all fictitious.
8. it's to amuse sarah. she's a drunk.

8 people I tag:

1. not tagging anyone.